Lessons Learned

I trust people so easily. I am frequently disappointed. I have got to stop taking people for thier word and take them for what their actions show me. I can't believe that people can get angry with you when they let you down. I did everything in my power to be helpful and this is what I get in return? Anger and ignoring? I hope that I will not be disappointed further, but I will not hold my breath. I will not be helping anyone again any time soon.

Some things I have learned

I have learned a lot lately. I have learned the following: (this is the short list)

...you can create any possiblity you want in your life through action
...you can love someone enough to let them go because it is best for them
...forgiveness is the ultimate challenge with the highest payoff
...someone can love me enough to let me go because it is best for me
...action is really the only thing that matters
...friends and family are the greatest, even if you sometimes want to rip their heads off
...I am of value, both to myself and others
...I can take responsibility for my actions and it really is not as painful as it sounds
...I am loved, immensely
...I can love others regardless of anything
...I AM happy, even if I am not always pleased with what happens, I really am happy
...no matter how much I love Heidi and Ang, coffee at 11pm is a BAD idea
...I will be able to take care of myself
...not being with you doesn't have to mean I have to stop loving you
...everything's going to be alright (Bob Marley taught me that one)